Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Finally is OVER...

Yes I am happy.. very happy.. last paper today..
It MEANS no more night class, no more mugging for exam, no more stress..
Not sure if i can pull through the last 2 papers, but still i am overjoy by the fact that it is "TEMPORARY" end of my nightmare. Pray I can CLEAR it and get my cert SOON.. Hopefully...

Now if you ask what i want to do from now...
My first thought is FAMILY BONDING...
I want to spend lots of time with my FAMILY...
Spent lots of fun time with my Kids...

Thanks PAPA for being understanding at times to look after the children, ya super stressful hor.. but is end of yr nightmare too...
I want to thank my beloved VIVI for her help to look after Didi while i busy with my stuffs... THANK U for BEING A GOOD GAL... MUMMY LOVES U...
I want to thank all my family for being so supportive during this 1.5yrs.
Helping me to look after my children when i have class,
Helping me to pick up Vivi from Childcare despite your busy schedule,
I want to thank Gina for being my motivation all this while... YES, i will never forget those moments...how we mug for projects and exams.. Let's hope we clear it REALLY once and for all... *PRAY*

Aiyo... I am hungry again... Ops... i going to find food..
Baby needs food...

Look out for more updates...

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Friendship

Just read someone blog on how she cherish friendship.

how she can cry over it...
how she can hurt over it...
how she can never forget about it...

It really reminds me when i was young... 10 yrs back, the same age as her...

I cry hard over my best friend whom i felt she has neglected me..
I cry hard over my best friend how she has not been meeting me for whatever reasons she has...
I cry hard over my best friend for not being sensitive of my emotions....
I cry hard over my best friend for being madly in love and cast me aside...
I cry hard over my best friend when she has a new lot of friends n forgotten abt me...

silly wasn't it... But at that point of time i did not think so.. till...

slowly i realize that i am behaving the same way she is. I did not even realize it till it just shot me!

With my busy schedule, i have less time for my best pal then i fall in love, no time for any other things except him, then i have my own new friends, then ... lots of reason... then one day i was just by myself, and i come to think of my best friend, how she is, how i have blamed her in the past for neglecting me...

Then i was behaving the way, she was... shameful isn't it! Why didn't i thought perhaps she has a reason for it.. why now??? But i am grateful to her, she has never given up on me, she is the one who always makes the call, or even send me a sms on how she is, or ask about me. Till now even with my busy schedule, she has never blame me for not having time for her. She still buzz me on msn or even come all the way down to have lunch with me.

I am glad that i have friends tat are as great as her. I dun need a dozen, one or two that i can talk my hearts out is good enough.

This is what i called friendship...

Not all about going out and have fun..
Not all about meeting up periodically to understand....
Not all about sharing woes or joy...

Is all about... Am i still in you....

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

To my dear Gina...

This blog has been deleted to make her day happy...

Friday, October 17, 2008

Ops... I have been MIA for long long time!!!

Sorry been rather busy with projects and family.. really no tiMe for anything! Glad that projects has been cleared and YES... PLs give me a PASS GraDe ya!! Before i Start mugging On MY eXams prepAratIoN... AlLow ME to UpDAteS wAt E Hell has been happening to SiMcHwEeLIaN.. haha!

Talk abt my stupid class again.. ya.. tat HOD sit in again.. WHY?? of cos la.. Complain lor.. nw is nOt changing lecturer but want tutorial class, money not an issue!!! Walau tis farting class can dieeeeee...!@#$%^&* Our poor lecturer will be having her first and last teaching in PSB. Is really not her fault... this class is simply too noisy, no respect, never pay attention, tok cork.. then blame all on the lecturer that they are not learning..

Tell you all la.. in short, they want notes that is in steps... step 1 - write 1, step 2 - write +, step 3 - write =, step 4- use calculater, step 5 - "Class u all got the answer?", step 6 - BINGO!!! please write 2 beside = sign! can or not... if yes, please clap hands! *hahaha*

To be frank, our HOD also weak la.. he should emphasize to the class that notes is not a must, if have, consider yourself fortunate, if no, prepare yourself la.. Must also say, "U people are working adults, be more discipline, sitting for diploma level u know, not O level leh, cannot always be spoon-fed leh!" can die!!!

ok... below are some picture stories... so i will not spell all out... hee!!!

Didi didididididididididid......







The Kids... Elston, Gale & Vivi



Grandma's Birthday 17 Sept...



YiYi having Fun with Elston...!!!




Children Day at East Coast.. 1 Oct!

SandCastle??? Or sand digging???



Jack & Jill went to fetch a pail of water... hahaha~!





The Chias.....




Tickish water... Vivi & YuEn..~!



All the fun & laughters..... Life is not simply work~~~!!!

Monday, September 8, 2008

Demoralize, sad and Low-Self Esteem

Not sure if today news from boss was good or bad. I felt a sudden pain, indescribable, i am gonna lost my current portfolio, which i have build over the years. I should say i am use to what i am doing over the years so reluctant to let go my "baby. I watch it grow and nurture it everyday. Now i understand how it pains to see hard work goes off from one's hand.

Yet on the other hand i was also looking forward to the so-called big, major, important portfolio my boss will be venturing in, Regional Business Development Dept. Sounds nice ya.. but nothing is establish so we will be building up another raw folio. (Friends ~ this is confidential, so please... )

Now, I gonna learn to let go for progress and handover it well to the another person. Wanna cheer myself up today, so decided to go for a fresh look. YES. I cut off my long years long hair, my beloved as well. At least i thought, i rather learn to let go on my own... So i cut off my own "flesh" and argh, I felt the pain but again there i was a happy "reborn" gal. First step to learning "let-go" and sure it works for me.

Weng's wedding was around the corner and i wasn't sure if i got any to wear. OMG... I just couldn't fit in my dresses.. I look just like a pumpkim... I am really demoralize.

U guys are rite. Is time i work on my image before i fall in to depression. I gonna buy slimming pills to try on... ya, Easy-way out. But i thought this will be a faster way to lost weight as well. Till i lost weight till i invest on clothings.

Let's see...

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Past.. Past.. Past... Teacher's Day

OMG.. all along i thought it was my pc bluetooth not working.. But in end, it proves that it is my stoopid mobile...

Ok. here are some past updates..

Teacher's Day ~ Vivi doesn't want to buy gifts for her teachers.. she wanna bake something, so i thought of muffins for her!

Vivi help out by stirring the mixture, line the muffins cups and put in the mixture. Then we sent in for baking!

First trial.. OMG.. its dark muffins.. hee.. see!!!

left ~ First Trial.. dark muffins hee...
right ~ 2nd Trial.. WOW Success!!

Got this beautiful tupperware
to put in the muffins..

Got this card for Vivi to write her
teacher's day message

Finish product~


Nice??? hee!!!

Friday, September 5, 2008

Bitch!@#%%^&*

INCORRIGIBLE is the word to describe my new class ,DBA5B/08 and that bitch... !@#$%^&*

First BS lesson -

Bitch highclass, "kei" branded bag, tall tall, abit tan, thin la, tot she is model.. WoKoi.. Pui la.. Not so pretty.. can can only la.. Come first half, 2nd half lesson, Bitch and her team left class without respect to lecturer!

Class si bei noisy..si bei big... Aunties a handful, got Xmas tree, got "LSP" (loudspeaker) ya i part of it for LSP only.. hee!, branded people a number, "haolian" people a handful, corkless people also have.. the list runs long.. all notorious.. boi GOOD one except my group la! hahaha!

2nd BS Lesson -

Bitch well sitted.. wow.. well done! Mountain si bei HUGE.. Got Dept of head. First sentenance, "SO are you going to change our lectuer?? U know, she refuse to give us her slides!"

To Bitch - Who are you in the position to complain huh??? U want change then change meh??? You think you are the only one paying for course fee huh??? Come first half only, still talk so big, SHAME on you, AssHOLe!

I do agreed lecturer wasn't nice during the first half, as not to give u any notes hor. But PLEASE la, where are you for second half huh??? Do you know she make an effort to go round the class group by group and teach if one does not understand???

Sorry hor, I give no face to you in class...I WANT JUSTICS TO BE DONE! Kill me la for saying my piece on you! Cos. you are really in no position to state that she is not a good lecturer! It not fair to us neither to the NEW lecturer. So wise up and think before you speak. DON'T BEHAVE LIKE A BIMBO, neither do you have the assets to be one. KNS!!!

HOD explain.. Lecturer Eswari is new but is an experience lecturer. She is new to PSB system so she is not sure she should give the slides to class. But not to worry class, "Blackboard" has been register for all of you, so all of you will be able to get the notes should lecturer gives.

Please la... This is my last 2 modules! Consider themselves lucky if notes is given ok. It is NOT an obligation for lecturer to give any notes! U as student should open yr farting ears, listen and pen down the important points. Think what.. secondary days huh.. O Level huh!!! PLease lah.. u sitting for Diploma leh.. Can u people be more mature abit huh???

Don't take advantage of the lecturer since she is new... NEW is can bully meh.. MAD!!!

I pray to GOD, the next module lecturer for them will be Lai K Y. Then they will know what i meant.. hee.. *scornful* I AM!!!

2nd Maron, "Oh what's is that?" Can we give you $$$$ and the school print for us?"

OMG i really wanna cry, this class is damn bloody spoon fed. Go back to PRIMARY SCHOOL la, where teachers will prepare notes and assessment for u. YA, also got 5 or 10 yrs series for exam preparation.. Got $$$$ big huh!!!

Hopefully this brunch of idiots get their deserve punishment for the next module.. GIVE THEM LECTURER LAI K Y, PLEASE!!!!

I am MOCKING... bleh.!!!