Monday, September 8, 2008

Demoralize, sad and Low-Self Esteem

Not sure if today news from boss was good or bad. I felt a sudden pain, indescribable, i am gonna lost my current portfolio, which i have build over the years. I should say i am use to what i am doing over the years so reluctant to let go my "baby. I watch it grow and nurture it everyday. Now i understand how it pains to see hard work goes off from one's hand.

Yet on the other hand i was also looking forward to the so-called big, major, important portfolio my boss will be venturing in, Regional Business Development Dept. Sounds nice ya.. but nothing is establish so we will be building up another raw folio. (Friends ~ this is confidential, so please... )

Now, I gonna learn to let go for progress and handover it well to the another person. Wanna cheer myself up today, so decided to go for a fresh look. YES. I cut off my long years long hair, my beloved as well. At least i thought, i rather learn to let go on my own... So i cut off my own "flesh" and argh, I felt the pain but again there i was a happy "reborn" gal. First step to learning "let-go" and sure it works for me.

Weng's wedding was around the corner and i wasn't sure if i got any to wear. OMG... I just couldn't fit in my dresses.. I look just like a pumpkim... I am really demoralize.

U guys are rite. Is time i work on my image before i fall in to depression. I gonna buy slimming pills to try on... ya, Easy-way out. But i thought this will be a faster way to lost weight as well. Till i lost weight till i invest on clothings.

Let's see...

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Past.. Past.. Past... Teacher's Day

OMG.. all along i thought it was my pc bluetooth not working.. But in end, it proves that it is my stoopid mobile...

Ok. here are some past updates..

Teacher's Day ~ Vivi doesn't want to buy gifts for her teachers.. she wanna bake something, so i thought of muffins for her!

Vivi help out by stirring the mixture, line the muffins cups and put in the mixture. Then we sent in for baking!

First trial.. OMG.. its dark muffins.. hee.. see!!!

left ~ First Trial.. dark muffins hee...
right ~ 2nd Trial.. WOW Success!!

Got this beautiful tupperware
to put in the muffins..

Got this card for Vivi to write her
teacher's day message

Finish product~


Nice??? hee!!!

Friday, September 5, 2008

Bitch!@#%%^&*

INCORRIGIBLE is the word to describe my new class ,DBA5B/08 and that bitch... !@#$%^&*

First BS lesson -

Bitch highclass, "kei" branded bag, tall tall, abit tan, thin la, tot she is model.. WoKoi.. Pui la.. Not so pretty.. can can only la.. Come first half, 2nd half lesson, Bitch and her team left class without respect to lecturer!

Class si bei noisy..si bei big... Aunties a handful, got Xmas tree, got "LSP" (loudspeaker) ya i part of it for LSP only.. hee!, branded people a number, "haolian" people a handful, corkless people also have.. the list runs long.. all notorious.. boi GOOD one except my group la! hahaha!

2nd BS Lesson -

Bitch well sitted.. wow.. well done! Mountain si bei HUGE.. Got Dept of head. First sentenance, "SO are you going to change our lectuer?? U know, she refuse to give us her slides!"

To Bitch - Who are you in the position to complain huh??? U want change then change meh??? You think you are the only one paying for course fee huh??? Come first half only, still talk so big, SHAME on you, AssHOLe!

I do agreed lecturer wasn't nice during the first half, as not to give u any notes hor. But PLEASE la, where are you for second half huh??? Do you know she make an effort to go round the class group by group and teach if one does not understand???

Sorry hor, I give no face to you in class...I WANT JUSTICS TO BE DONE! Kill me la for saying my piece on you! Cos. you are really in no position to state that she is not a good lecturer! It not fair to us neither to the NEW lecturer. So wise up and think before you speak. DON'T BEHAVE LIKE A BIMBO, neither do you have the assets to be one. KNS!!!

HOD explain.. Lecturer Eswari is new but is an experience lecturer. She is new to PSB system so she is not sure she should give the slides to class. But not to worry class, "Blackboard" has been register for all of you, so all of you will be able to get the notes should lecturer gives.

Please la... This is my last 2 modules! Consider themselves lucky if notes is given ok. It is NOT an obligation for lecturer to give any notes! U as student should open yr farting ears, listen and pen down the important points. Think what.. secondary days huh.. O Level huh!!! PLease lah.. u sitting for Diploma leh.. Can u people be more mature abit huh???

Don't take advantage of the lecturer since she is new... NEW is can bully meh.. MAD!!!

I pray to GOD, the next module lecturer for them will be Lai K Y. Then they will know what i meant.. hee.. *scornful* I AM!!!

2nd Maron, "Oh what's is that?" Can we give you $$$$ and the school print for us?"

OMG i really wanna cry, this class is damn bloody spoon fed. Go back to PRIMARY SCHOOL la, where teachers will prepare notes and assessment for u. YA, also got 5 or 10 yrs series for exam preparation.. Got $$$$ big huh!!!

Hopefully this brunch of idiots get their deserve punishment for the next module.. GIVE THEM LECTURER LAI K Y, PLEASE!!!!

I am MOCKING... bleh.!!!